3consto, -are, constiti
stand firm
7do, dare, dedi, datus
give
13impetro, -are
succeed/obtain
14inclino, -are
bend; make favourable
15insto, -are, institi
stand on; assail; threaten
19nego, -are
deny; say...not
26praesto, -are, praestiti
excel
33servo, -are
protect, save
37turbo, -are
disturb; unsettle
40augeo, -ere, auxi, auctus
increase
41censeo, -ere
think; decree
42contineo, -ere, -ui, contentus
hold back
45iubeo, -ere, iussi, iussus
order
46maneo, -ere, mansi
stay; wait
47misceo, -ere, -ui, mixtus
mix
48moveo, -ere, movi, motus
move; stir; excite
49obsideo, -ere, obsedi, obsessus
besiege
50obtineo, -ere, -ui, obtentus
acquire; possess
54prohibeo, -ere
hinder; forbid
55respondeo, -ere, respondi, responsus
answer, reply
56retineo, -ere, -ui, retentus
restrain; hold in check
57sustineo, -ere, -ui, sustentus
bear, sustain; hold back
58teneo, -ere, -ui, tentus
hold
59terreo, -ere
frighten, scare
61video, -ere, vidi, visus
see
62voveo, -ere, vovi, votus
vow
63accedo, -ere, accessi
approach
64addo, -ere, addidi, additus
add, put
65adduco, -ere, adduxi, adductus
lead to; influence
66adimo, -ere, ademi, ademptus
take away; steal
67adverto, -ere, adverti, adversus
turn to
68affero, afferre, attuli, allatus
bring to; bring forth; cause
69ago, -ere, egi, actus
do; drive; perform; guide; deliberate
70amitto, -ere, amisi, amissus
lose
71animadverto, -ere, animadverti, animadversus
notice
72averto, -ere, averti, aversus
turn away
73cado, -ere, cecidi, casus
fall
74caedo, -ere, cecidi, caesus
cut
75cedo, -ere, cessi, cessus
yield; go, withdraw
76cerno, -ere, crevi, cretus
perceive; decide
77cognosco, -ere, cognovi, cognitus
get to know; learn
78cogo, -ere, coegi, coactus
force; impell; gather
79concedo, -ere, concessi, concessus
depart; relinquish
80concurro, -ere, concurri, concursus
run together
81confero, conferre, contuli, collatus
bring together
82credo, -ere, credidi, creditus
believe; trust in (+ dat.)
83decerno, -ere, decrevi, decretus
decide; decree
84dedo, -ere, dedidi, deditus
surrender
85deduco, -ere, deduxi, deductus
lead down
86defendo, -ere, defendi, defensus
defend
87defero, deferre, detuli, delatus
convey; report
88dico, -ere, dixi, dictus
say, speak
89dimitto, -ere, dimisi, dimissus
send away
90divido, -ere, divisi, divisus
separate; distribute
91duco, -ere, duxi, ductus
lead
92edico, -ere, edixi, edictus
declare; decree
93effundo, -ere, effudi, effusus
pour out; drive out
94excedo, -ere, excessi, excessus
go out; depart
95expono, -ere, exposui, expositus
lay out; explain
96fallo, -ere, fefelli, falsus
deceive
97fero, ferre, tuli, latus
bear; carry; endure
98fundo, -ere, fudi, fusus
pour; rout
99impono, -ere, imposui, impositus
place on
100infero, inferre, intuli, illatus
bring to; bring forward
101instruo, -ere, instruxi, instructus
set up; furnish
102invado, -ere, invasi, invasus
enter; invade
103lego, -ere, legi, lectus
read; select
104mitto, -ere, misi, missus
send
105occurro, -ere, occurri, occursus
meet (+ dat.)
106omitto, -ere, omisi, omissus
let go; leave out
107opprimo, -ere, oppressi, oppressus
crush; surprise
108ostendo, -ere, ostendi, ostentus
show
109pello, -ere, pepuli, pulsus
drive; banish; rout
110permitto, -ere, permisi, permissus
let go; allow
111peto, -ere, petivi, petitus
make for; seek
112pono, -ere, posui, positus
place
113procedo, -ere, processi, processus
go forward
114quaero, -ere, quaesivi, quaesitus
seek; look for
115quiesco, -ere, quievi, quietus
rest; be still
116reddo, -ere, reddidi, reditus
give back
117refero, referre, rettuli, relatus
bring back; report back
118rego, -ere, rexi, rectus
rule
119relinquo, -ere, reliqui, relictus
abandon; leave behind
120remitto, -ere, remisi, remissus
send back
121repeto, -ere, repetivi, repetitus
resume; repeat
122restituo, -ere, restitui, restitutus
restore, replace
123scribo, -ere, scripsi, scriptus
write
124sino, -ere, sivi, situs
allow
125solvo, -ere, solvi, solutus
untie; cast off (a ship)
126statuo, -ere, statui, statutus
set up; determine
127sumo, -ere, sumpsi, sumptus
take up
128tego, -ere, texi, tectus
cover
129tollo, -ere, sustuli, sublatus
lift; raise; take away
130trado, -ere, tradidi, traditus
hand over
131traho, -ere, traxi, tractus
drag
132vello, -ere, vulsi/velli, vulsus
pluck; pull down
133verto, -ere, verti, versus
turn
134vinco, -ere, vici, victus
defeat, conquer, win
136advenio, -ire, adveni, adventus
arrive
137aperio, -ire, aperui, apertus
open; reveal
138audio, -ire
listen; hear
139consentio, -ire, consensi, consensus
agree; unite
140convenio, -ire, conveni, conventus
come together
141evenio, -ire, eveni, eventus
come out; happen
142expedio, -ire
disentangle
143finio, -ire
finish; limit
145invenio, -ire, inveni, inventus
find
146nescio, -ire, nescivi, nescitus
not know; be ignorant of
147pervenio, -ire, perveni, perventus
reach
148scio, -ire, scivi, scitus
know
149sentio, -ire, sensi, sensus
feel; perceive
150venio, -ire, veni, ventus
come
151accipio, accipere, accepi, acceptus
receive
152adicio, adicere, adieci, adiectus
throw to; add
153capio, capere, cepi, captus
take; capture
154conspicio, conspicere, conspexi, conspectus
catch sight of
155deficio, deficere, defeci, defectus
abandon; fail; fall short
156efficio, efficere, effeci, effectus
bring about
157excipio, excipere, excepi, exceptus
take up/out; rescue
158facio, facere, feci, factus
do; make
159fugio, fugere, fugi, fugitus
flee
160iacio, iacere, ieci, iactus
throw
161obicio, obicere, obieci, obiectus
throw in the way; inflict
162perficio, perficere, perfeci, perfectus
complete; carry out
163recipio, recipere, recepi, receptus
take back; receive
164traicio, traicere, traieci, traiectus
throw across; send across (an army)
165abeo, abire, abii, abitus
go away
166absum, abesse, afui
be absent, away
167adeo, adire, adii, aditus
go to
168adsum, adesse, adfui
be present, there
169desum, deesse, defui
be lacking in; be absent
170exeo, exire, exii, exitus
go out
171ineo, inire, inii, initus
go in
172malo, malle, malui
prefer
173possum, posse, potui
be able
174praesum, praeesse, praefui
be in charge of (+ dat.)
175redeo, redire, redii, reditus
go back
176subeo, subire, subii, subitus
undergo; go up to
178supersum, superesse, superfui
be left over
179transeo, transire, transii, transitus
go across
180volo, velle, volui
wish, want
183reor, reri, ratus sum
think
184tueor, tueri, tutus sum
watch; guard
185insequor, insequi, insecutus sum
follow; chase; attack
186loquor, loqui, locutus sum
talk, speak
187nitor, niti, nisus/nixus sum
lean on; strive
188proficiscor, proficisci, profectus sum
set out
189queror, queri, questus sum
complain
190sequor, sequi, secutus sum
follow
191utor, uti, usus sum
use (+ abl.)
192experior, experiri, expertus sum
test; find out
193orior, oriri, ortus sum
rise
194aggredior, aggredi, aggressus sum
attack; go to
195egredior, egredi, egressus sum
go out
196morior, mori, mortuus sum
die
197patior, pati, passus sum
suffer
198audeo, audere, ausus sum
dare
199fio, fieri, factus sum
become, be made, come about, happen
200soleo, solere, solitus sum
be accustomed to
201Okay - so its probably time I did like a Year in Review post of sorts. I know its already into the New Year but hey, better late than never. But first, I should prolly address the party - Wabl's party.
I'll be honest, Wabl's party was a really interesting yet confusing night for me. First, there was the whole Milana return surprise. I should have expected her to be there but was surprised nonetheless when I saw her, not in a weird way though. I still hadn't forgotten that she'd left me on delivered twice. I wasn't too big a fan. In any case, I got up and said hello, and to be honest she surprised me that night. She would laugh like crazy at jokes I didn't even intend for her to hear. She did the whole "you're definitely on something" followed by the playful push of my arm thing in front of everyone. Honestly even though we were standing in a circle we were literally just looking at eachother laughing and everyone else was looking at that. Pretty sure I heard an "ooooh" from Sienna, as in the 'sparks flying alert' oooh. I don't really 'like-like' Milana. She's not my type. But despite her having apparently said otherwise in the past, she seemed to be sorta into me. And despite her leaving me on delivered twice, she seemed to remember an alarming amount about me and my life and everything we chatted about on iMessage. She remembered things I'd sent her which I'd forgotten. It was weird. Even later in the night, when I came over and joined her and Darcy in conversation, she started talking while looking at me constantly - even when answering Darcy's own questions, she was looking at me. Now I'm a few days out from her pool party, so will update after that.
As for the other interesting part of the night. Nothing to do with Sienna I promise lol. So yeah it was Sienna. I think that night was weird for a few reasons. First, it was the first time in a while I'd gotten to actually chat to her. I saw her at Family Day very briefly, at her party but we were on different tables and that was a group scenario and we hardly chatted. Even though this party was a group scenario... well... idk we just talked so much just to eachother. And the weird thing about this time was that we were just so comfortable with eachother. Sure, she was still pretty as hell. But I didn't feel any like nervousness or desperate desire. We just talked and sat together and it felt good. Lucas was in Canada, by chance.
The interesting thing that night for me though was not how comfortable I was - it was how comfortable she was with me. It was the first time I really genuinely felt like Sienna was enjoying herself with me. I mean sure, we'd known eachother 1 1/2 years, and we'd been friends for a while but everytime we saw eachother it was still sorta surface level. This time felt different. For instance, when I sat down on the couch at the start of that night after the whole playful shove thing from Milana, Sienna sat down with me. It was a two person couch, on which you could easily squeeze three people - plenty of space. And sure, we were looking at my camera roll, but in a second she, without hesitation, squeezed up next to me - tightly - on the couch, and lay her head on my shoulder, cuddled against my neck. In hindsight, I'm glad I didn't encourage it too much beyond taking a selfie. It would have been dog for Lucas. But that wasn't just it. We sat together on the couch outside - very tightly again, though this time justified for the number of people on this other couch - and for nearly 2 or 3 hours we were like that, sat next to eachother, talking, laughing, even cracking dirty jokes. She seemed to genuinely be enjoying it all, up against me. And she even started her own playful thing with me - giving me these little playful nudges with her hips side on, inviting me to push her back with this cute little innocent expression on her face which had the slightest hint of a playful smile.
At the same time, I realised that for someone I was so comfortable with - even if she had a boyfriend, in a friend way - i knew surprisingly little about her and her life. I didn't know anything about her. One of the most interesting moments was when we were playing some card game which was weirdly sexual - anyway it was vote who was most likely to something, and one of my cards said "most likely to have sex in a random place", and I asked Sienna jokingly - where's the most random place you've done it? She replied in a serious tone though and said "I haven't done it Ronsta". I was surprised, obviously, given she's been dating Lucas for two years and Harry Hay told me he once walked in on them under the sheets. So I said, "really?" and she said "yeah, I'm christian". I said "wait, are you being serious?", and at that point I think she jokingly said "yeah, don't you know, im like christian and anti-vax and everything" but I couldn't really tell if she was being serious or not. She has a half smile alot of the time and its impossible to tell. She didn't answer if she was being serious - she just said "why, would that mean we couldn't be friends?" in a half joking way. She evaded any attempts from me to see if she was telling the truth the whole night, even when I found out she had a jewish grandmother but like was not really jewish herself, which only confused me more.
We also chatted briefly - annoyingly - about Henry. She still regrets what happened, I basically said we're on good terms but I don't really want to be close friends with him again after him doing something to me earlier in the year. Stupidest part from her though was that a few weeks later when we were organising bowling she suggested inviting Henry not once, but twice. Ugh. Need to tell her to move on.
Anyway, the night ended with her asking me my crush again, and me evading, and thankfully having to leave. That was after though - unprovoked - she asked me if I remembered when I had asked her about her crush-other-than-Lucas when we were on Glen earlier in the year. It was a interesting thing to ask out of the blue. I certainly did - the whole blushing and fanning herself with her hand and refusing to meet my eye. I still wonder why she brought it up.
And the other thing was that I don't think it was just me that noticed our closeness. Halfway through the night Burton straight up told me I should kiss Sienna - to which I laughed, responded she had a girlfriend, which attracted her attention. After she asked twice I told her what he said and she said ooh Ronsta in voice of course that was like ooh thats a bad idea but also playful. Then, when I was chatting with Hugh Bailey later that night, he said me and Sienna looked cute together in a teasing way. And to cap it off, a slightly drunk Wabl near the end of the night came over when me and Sienna were sitting next to eachother and said "Ronan, you're a good man. Sienna, if anything ever happens with Lucas, don't forget Ronan's here" in a way which suggested he wasn't talking about me being there as a friend to help her. As in like to date. Sienna and I obvs looked at eachother awkwardly and both laughingly said "th-thanks wabl". 3 separate people shipped us two in one night even though she was in a relationship. Not that it really means anything, but it was of course of note.
So at the end of the day, that's what happened at Wabl's party, along with lots of fun. But I'm not going to pursue Sienna, both cos that would be dog to Lucas and my morals are firm, and I'm anyway not allowed a gf. But I'm happy I haven't at least been like wanting her badly. I've tamed that for now. She's a lovely girl and a lovely friend so happy with that. We didn't text like more or less after that though so shall see. Pool party this week with both her and Lucas attending. Fun! Still gotta figure out formal doe...
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