RACHEL GETTING MARRIED_RACHEL

I hate her.

Don’t tell me what I don’t hate. She lied in rehab.

She lied to the people who were working with her. Who were trying to help her. She lies to everybody.

Where am I now, Dad?

Are you kidding me?

Why not? Why wasn’t it about me?

Dad, stop.
Why not? I was hopeful. I was on your side. I still am. Do you have any idea what that means? Do you have any idea how lonely it was with everybody gone into your terrible world? There was nothing left. Everybody was just empty. You think they remembered I was alive or needed anything during your... life? And after all that loneliness and Mom and Dad blaming each other and worrying and death and divorce and that stupid hopefulness and Dad not even being able to listen to music, you were in the hospital, lying about us! Instead of telling the truth about yourself!

Apparently she has a whole history of sexual molestation.

Dad, look at me. I’m right here. I’m telling you that after Ethan died I wanted her to get better or just die...

...and Dad, she was lying and she didn’t give a shit about the rest of us. Recovery can’t work if you lie. She knows that. I was worthless to her. We all meant nothing to her.